饿了 饿了。。 我迫不及待想要吃大陷包子, 所以我就不客套了, 来直接点,几哈弄了我好去吃早饭。 今天推荐的歌是越南籍加拿大人歌手Chuckie Akenz的一首忧伤的Rap(You Were My Everything),背景的女生哼唱,感觉很凄美这样的说唱还是比较少见,Chuckie Akenz自幼生活在混乱的多伦多芬治大街(Jane &Finch),一直到19岁。从一个因为家庭的原因而与朋友加入黑帮的小混混,成长为一个拥有全球惊人CD畅销量的歌手。被多伦多Kiss92 FM,评为顶尖MC。先后接受TorontoStar, Toronto Sun, and CBC radio的采访。 一起来感受哈。 # d0 S+ {8 x. U% A' R2 w3 P9 u% D( ~9 H7 F8 b5 G) K2 ~. x% W
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[Talking] This goes out to someone that was # E" W }) a5 S$ O8 N6 AOnce the most important person in my life ' b, V$ K5 M, P$ t1 h
I didn’t realize it at the time . _6 j& \1 K4 Z1 oI can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so 0 m7 I6 W. H8 H& O$ H N+ v2 ~
I don’t really expect you to either : v- X) I! i6 @& l. Q% D
It’s just... I don’t even know : ?# p3 ?- |: o I$ ?, }' u8 |& fJust listen… * c! r' Y" M$ w+ b( A3 M" U& ?) V5 X8 }6 }0 [" Q$ r& h/ U1 _
You’re the one that I want, the one that I need $ v% v, M5 g5 C3 N
The one that I gotta have just to succeed 5 z5 L6 H, H5 BWhen I first saw you, I knew it was real . }' Z$ x& i4 ^# [1 }# {
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel C9 n3 Y! c. |, S- i% N/ W
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That wasn’t me; let me show you the way ' H" r0 @' [1 l! r( L# }$ z: ~I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today " [2 x) Q* l0 l& N* HI remember when I first looked into your eyes / B( P5 i/ x$ n/ \- d
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies ! z" Z% Q6 @% x) d3 s. [& D7 T a
% E% K1 Q% y* _4 i+ pI wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt + K: N1 I+ }% i# L5 z5 XBut I didn’t know I made everything worse ' t! Z. e) E; y, t
You told me we were crazy in love ) ?% N% l |$ d8 \! L
But you didn’t care when push came to shove 1 e/ x5 T; @, I5 Q8 y ' B4 ?, ~: e* S" G; OIf you loved me as much as you said you did 8 _6 @2 \9 o8 rThen you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit 7 h: ~; t0 o+ Q* o/ F; L) y' f1 rNow you pushed me away like you never even knew me ' [! _5 q, o$ p2 V7 k' g0 k' M. d
I loved you with my heart, really and truly ) D9 _ d% G2 Q( C. ] c' V: G! ^, `% z1 NI guess you forgot about the times that we shared 4 V) \3 p/ ] L; y" v
When I would run my fingers through your hair $ h0 \, ~* n/ x
Late nights, just holding you in my arms " K$ ^5 J0 g, {4 X3 Y5 s% v8 x @$ |I don’t know how I could do you so wrong ' q) ?+ b! |; q+ J ( \8 m( `5 q0 D D1 QI really wanna show you I really need to hold you ; a/ H/ J k* ^7 _I really wanna know you like no one could else know you : {, Y; I" o( [" A0 K
You’re number one, always in my heart ' ~6 X7 Q% J/ @0 R, K# J5 ~And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart ( |) J" u5 }8 e0 H* e# J4 U( d* {4 K8 X( B
Chorus ; d8 G, Z% L# F4 W5 e
I need you and $ F! z! c( y: K1 k0 }" j
I miss you and 9 p' `: R b3 yI want you and $ ?" j: O% w: [
I love you ‘cause * ]* K+ D8 P3 v b8 Z/ o: m$ n
I wanna hold you, 9 P- `) d" Y& j! a# R9 p: M9 P' z
I wanna kiss you 4 c3 \2 G' I/ y7 pYou were my everything 2 h* f" ?$ o+ [' Z% s/ Y
And I really miss you [2x] 2 r0 x1 j4 _( U
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I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man , r3 t; M5 H7 q- h
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand 1 b1 i0 c% _( h# ^6 [The thought of that just shatters my heart & ^! I/ h3 s) u* B
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart 8 Y2 O0 W, h+ _3 x& I- f6 i
7 G- w" m6 {; \At times we was off I was scared to show you . U2 n& h& ]! C- d' ANow I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you . v7 b6 k7 _$ @* [/ sWithout you, everything seems strange ) K( T2 \# y8 s4 j V
Your name is forever planted in my brain ) F) d3 ^* G, e' `2 j* x
4 L; Q. U% t5 D' a1 xDamn it, I’m insane, ' P, i* e! p) O. E$ q! R- xTake away the pain 4 J3 _, z i( S( ?2 W9 f; _Take away the hurt ; Z7 L) u" ?1 q+ Q+ {, JBaby, we can make it work 8 [$ P# c" u! u$ r! ^# O7 K1 T* X6 j9 e
What about when you 3 H& R& K6 G# Q
Looked into my eyes ' r+ y( F: O- K6 Z- a
Told me you loved me ! E8 U4 r6 P$ n( V
As you would hugged me ) \* @; J5 }) [& [
! H% h9 S+ y+ Y) T$ b2 vI guess everything you said was a lie . R* @8 @* x4 w4 U" C& r. b
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes 6 S5 `+ z, I0 L) T& g: i$ G2 `Now I’m not even a thought in your mind 9 W' ?: M0 s9 XI can see clearly, my love is not blind ( _( G- |* F! n4 F g6 u8 Q$ p7 Q" H) x8 r& X
Chorus , U& O2 @* N+ J+ Q& a) p/ z* F
I need you and 8 L3 Q( x" n. b4 B: i
I miss you and : s; ~* S+ b f1 ]
I want you and 8 w1 ^* M( m& J. l: l
I love you ‘cause 5 Q+ U9 v0 x3 `/ t2 i6 k6 i: _I wanna hold you, - ^3 a0 W- q& B3 T6 _I wanna kiss you ) U! J) i9 R5 L; m: k
You were my everything 4 G: D% I3 f4 _+ Y9 K5 ?4 V4 cAnd I really miss you [2x] ( u3 m1 E& l3 ^; l4 z5 O9 J ) {, E% `. y: I+ P) H6 N6 R1 ?( T# }[Talking] I just wish everything could have turned out differently 1 Q1 ?# `& I: I; A
I had a special feeling about you 6 i# J \) H' }# @; w. [. I+ vI thought maybe you did too . l* `# v2 t; H) c& e1 G/ X& D
You would understand, but… - K" A. p" D" d* O2 e8 eNo matter what, you’ll always be in my heart ( w) g1 ?1 U# x! S: w5 j
You’ll always be my baby 1 u. ?9 M* O. E( \0 c o
, H( I5 k: f. k, NOur first day, it seemed so magical 1 I% ]4 y; t& \' n" D7 q
I remember all the time that I had with you - r. j/ a1 G7 U! [. C9 u6 X" \Remember when you first came to my house? # A9 ]' z# q0 Z) XYou looked like an angel wearing that blouse 2 S ?) v/ _( ~' j) f9 ?; x" f9 W/ z9 |$ A; K0 U1 M: ^
We hit it off, I knew it was real ) m# j- E! T& R9 B
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel 9 t9 U& [* R( `5 C: k& |- E* R% ?
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there * y$ L% v0 ?* e- c3 R
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care & Z: v' Q* B4 b4 B& c1 Y4 B / W* {7 F ?& t" T" x, q+ c9 E6 A- JRemember the times? Remember when we kissed? + A5 U4 J6 t6 Y2 }/ Z: |
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this 2 Q. P7 b0 q U' R, `
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed r0 ]# c1 t# ^! O) K
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess ; \2 t( S4 p) E1 Z: i7 \ ; R4 {, r8 N- R9 u9 ? FYou said you were my best friend, was that a lie? . @7 y; V# [( z* tNow I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy ; ^3 }: e- N/ J1 y! J2 sI tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying 5 U6 C1 \6 p% s, s9 F, kNow on the inside it feels like I’m dying o* D: C# r8 m2 Q& t+ M% `
/ f4 a% S( o' n+ U2 X$ c sChorus . U5 {& Z; B& e8 D" n4 a8 r: |
I need you and 0 U8 G* _6 i% ~4 `% v
I miss you and % e7 T! ~( @2 aI want you and J2 u1 h9 _# i/ N% S. k6 e
I love you ‘cause * e9 T! H( e$ ]% I: {5 CI wanna hold you, 1 h# j0 C6 n8 m" e. V
I wanna kiss you ( }. O7 }; H% x. ?7 }0 `/ LYou were my everything 8 I1 E; l3 b6 q6 w2 `3 B8 DAnd I really miss you [2x] ' `) O1 P& m! t: d7 w: C! S s 5 F0 q7 Z7 ]9 ~8 q[Talking] And I do miss you / I. S/ q% A L& h' ` E
I just thought we were meant to be 0 _6 b0 S: {, a, WI guess now, we’ll never know ! r( B5 I, d, D' K% J: B0 oThe only thing I want is for you to be happy ! h1 H! @) I+ W- h$ ^1 u3 ?. I) C' d
Whether it be with me, or without me / B4 z( |, q2 A: |I just want you to be happy # Q! q9 {1 u8 l q' S; o) K7 }! V6 e8 }2 K- n1 J0 w
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曾经她是我生命中最重要的一个人 5 F- w6 n1 w; _- p$ {但当时我却没有意识到 3 g2 V: r' Q1 M0 [: V E$ Z) F s当时那样的对你,直到现在我无法原谅我自己 ! u8 F& a- c3 w( G8 \我从来没有真正想过要你投入另一个人的怀抱 ! C! M* {4 I1 j" U/ V
从来没有 9 I' y- \8 i4 C, ]7 E我只是…我只是…我真的不知道结果会那样… 3 D# `; j( N6 i. d6 \9 c! @ M
你…你能听我讲吗 ; N' b- Z4 @/ u0 B你是我想要的那个唯一,也是我需要的那个唯一 % q2 D' k( c/ m8 a0 T9 G8 U& i: b是唯一我想要成功的唯一 0 a7 C3 P, F a0 Q2 C% M5 G8 A) E
当我第一次看到你的时候,我知道你是我真正的唯一 . {( v3 a* w4 j% u3 }9 p0 c% ]* G
但我却让你陷入了痛苦的境地, : u/ d. M# n5 V+ w) A- }3 F: m
对不起,真的对不起! T6 ~) Y, [; d J& @ I+ H; H9 ?那不是我!那不是真正的我! B2 A3 m$ M3 P) l0 o5 p( G. [
但是世事就是这样无奈, 4 v3 W. }7 Q) b# W& Q就像我想要太阳,天空却偏偏下起了雨一样的无奈。 7 w" ?4 M0 j8 S0 c5 W我还记得第一次凝望你眼眸时的情景, - p* V n1 A! J: h
在里面我仿佛看到了上帝,仿佛看到了天堂 ' l: B% s* V: Q3 [3 g& [
我害怕受到伤害,所以我总是披着伪装来保护自己 : t5 h e% _, w( s# r1 v& F7 ~
但我却不知道,这样的我让每一事变得更加糟糕 e+ ^7 e0 @( a* O% B
你告诉我我们疯狂地相爱着 + H( Q3 X0 [- F) _
但是在紧要关头你却总是那样不在乎 - }! B6 s' r8 U; ~2 @8 Q$ i. J如果你像你所说的那样爱我 ) C1 A' R2 F5 ?7 a5 E" ^1 H那你一定不会像对待一个傻瓜那样地伤害我 6 w8 R+ }/ D! a, F8 z. ~' t
我爱你,真真正正、完完全全、全身心的爱你、 0 Q; J, I, D! O% h1 d) o% {可如今你却一把将我推开,好像你从来就没有认识过我 ' N3 S/ X6 U' D我想你一定忘记了我们曾经一起渡过的美好时光 . F5 B/ U" [7 s, b; }# \
那些午夜 ! b7 B& F' X' ^% q/ a! k$ D我轻轻地将你挽入臂弯,用手指柔柔地触摸着你的头发 9 I: q! ]. ?6 M4 S- ^3 H6 ^# F那时我绝不知道,我将怎样错误地对待你 " {1 Z- v0 R9 r: O& w6 B
我真的想抱着你 % U! h# j$ ]$ s# O我真的想知道你比其他所有人都要理解我 8 }; R, A5 o( V" {# j1 S你永远都在我心里占据着重要的地位 # @% j# K7 N% U3 c我永远也不相信我们的爱就这样被割裂了。 9 q* Y, Q4 I# L, F3 z7 C0 s, `
我需要你 : {9 p$ |4 ? F' X% I我思念你 3 U$ O% r+ N1 t3 {# m; O& D
我想要你 : Q: ?) ], X& {我爱着你 - X. R9 G$ _9 k- U# M* V
我想抱着你 : u: }- D$ X' L4 j7 y
我想吻着你 A3 }, h5 j# _
我真的很想你, ! w( o* e% c1 ~4 ~你就是我的所有 ' a0 h4 P# j8 G
我知道你将要和一个新的男人重复发生在你我之间的爱情游戏 / {% \, m4 B6 V
我知道你会坐在他的身边,笑着牵住他的双手 / [' d" l0 V* |. v6 E
每当想到这些,我的心就像被撕裂了一样 8 w% P. M/ T; e7 ^1 U
这种想法甚至撕开了我的灵魂,将我整个分成了两半 " h+ [" s! `3 `7 Z7 h当我们外出的时候,我真的很害怕让你看到 ) T, a6 S+ q! [: b) k* f现在的我非常非常的想抱住你直到我无法再能抱着你, ' {- ?# `6 Y ^6 ?/ {% t! V没有你,所有的一切看起来都仿佛陌生了起来 # E0 W1 P+ h3 C, @0 e
你的名字永远地铭刻在了我的大脑里 : q2 u ^4 ^# _, L& U/ W愚蠢!我真的很愚蠢。 9 b: M- J, u' n' q& Q. @' f
拿走痛苦 ! J3 |( u1 b8 ?1 ?拿走伤害 ! M! O% p* N1 w P \
亲爱的!我们一定能够重新开始 " j8 L4 C9 u6 I* J2 d3 Z
告诉我好吗! : t# R: B1 Y) o7 R6 q% v
你在想些什么,但你凝视着我的眼眸 ; T' I/ @% `5 s: s1 c告诉我好吗 ' p* N1 n; D1 Q1 T7 m5 A: o你还爱着我 : U' {2 K& R7 x; v0 p( S告诉我好吗 3 e6 ~' l; N' T你想拥抱我 ) W5 E4 n, ~$ ^
也许你说的一切都只是谎言 7 D* C0 b$ N2 N% X8 |% w. l
一个弥天大谎 ! _$ U- X( M. p' R) \" l" O% Z+ j
想到这,我的眼里就会含满泪水 8 {% a& b$ A7 E# S) m
我清楚地看到 ( @) y+ G3 l5 [$ L9 L在你的内心里现在的我已不再重要 " }/ q" ]/ {0 e: b% g% t
我清楚地看到 - E% s+ C" E A* l. m4 }你的爱已不再像从前一般盲目 ; `3 l0 [6 \1 @* X0 ?我只希望一切能够会变得不一样 9 |/ k; _# ~8 r" ]( m6 l: ^, ~2 F# P
对你我有一种特别的感觉 0 x" g' h" d9 p6 o; e# Y8 X我想: k x3 M C6 H, `, ?) N7 Z
也许你对我也会这样吧 + m6 [6 ^( X9 o3 A- j* X8 ?4 o也许你会理解我的这种感觉吧 - A U8 o/ P9 X$ A- z+ o# t然而… 3 Q1 B7 H( N, l/ k' ^3 a
不管怎样, . u: J D" y) I& H你永远都会留在我的心里 % ]+ H4 {, H3 r8 @4 z) N你永远都会是我的宝贝 ; W4 w1 M) m' X还记得我们相遇的那一天,那真是梦幻般的一天 ) |2 i% x! ?0 k/ B我还清楚地记得和你在一起渡过的分分秒秒 1 W& R$ T9 Y: f' |) h) C! q
我还清楚地记得你第一次来我家里时的情景 0 y3 V/ R6 W! l" q
你穿着那件宽松的衬衣,看起来就像一个天使一样美丽 $ l1 \) ^1 O; J5 { l8 K4 S' L我们适合相爱,我知道我们真的适合相爱。 4 C% z; k. r; k$ F- u但是现在我却不能摆脱内心的痛苦。 ' K: U* E7 O7 w5 ^3 p) j因为我知道你的内心里依然有我的位置, 6 u' J' {! u/ U8 O5 g6 Q9 Z
因为我真的不想听你说, 0 Q2 p+ L0 {- e/ k4 Y你不再在乎我。 % ^- F$ A+ u4 a4 v+ i2 f0 _还记得那些时刻吗!记得那些我们双唇相接的时刻吗? 2 u6 u) r0 d5 j+ b. s我真的不相信你竟会那样对我! ! u. T3 [, |; [9 }2 v) ]我真的不相信你会忍心看我难过! ! {9 T7 q, j0 s" D7 A6 A
我只相信你会在那里为我停留, ' O( F9 l3 a! z0 o3 ~我只相信! & b; Y Z9 M" s5 b: _2 O
你曾说过你是我最好的朋友! E; r8 I( ^2 o$ W% C
那是个谎言吗? 4 I9 Z& T% l* X' U1 |2 l$ B) N; H现在你和我行同陌路, 0 P& Q4 k6 |1 u5 I6 F4 L现在你已经和另一个男孩相守相依。 : _4 a* w+ m1 U+ ?
我曾经试着忘记你 # \& w6 V! i7 z我曾经试着忘记你, : ]# A5 y. P; Z# z( M+ _7 i- W我曾经试着忘记你, ! r8 q# G$ R j9 N或者我一直在努力地试着忘记。 ) i/ @ C* U: K2 T! L, ]
然而, 8 I2 E- ?: \+ o6 \
现在我却也正在慢慢地死去, 7 e$ ]0 H, O: a2 l我真的想你, . {% _% u3 P$ i
现在我们也许永远不会知道 6 r; |. ]/ R6 m我唯一希望的只是你能快乐 + G1 s% }- B& }; t
不管有我在你身边,或者没有 & U, y6 h9 O$ w W1 x
我唯一希望的只是你能快乐